I felt that... After not talking to you for a while.. I didn't felt as strongly as I was towards you...
I thought maybe it was that i knew you never liked me. But then again, maybe my so-called love towards you weren't as strong as I thought... I feel like a fool.. "Na, paboh-ya!" thats what i always thought.
Loving someone who wouldn't love me back, i guessed i should have seen this coming... Day by day of ignoring you, ignoring your questions, ignoring everything has buried what i once had for you... Maybe this is a good thing.. But it does show how foolish I was... I'm not afraid to admit it... I'm a fool when it comes to ''love''. Seeing others in love always makes me jealous.. Always thinking why can't I be like that? Find someone who is meant for me...
*sigh..* I guess this might be a phase I'm going through..
Darn those hormones!
I have so much Love to give but can never find the right one...
I won't whine about how much i feel for you anymore since we're not meant to be.. Rattling away about how we could have been is useless.. Eventhough you're so near yet so far.. I don't want relationships that has to do with the computer.. its an utterly waste of my time. I think that even if i said this.. I still think that its nice to have someone who cares for you. No matter online or what not..
So i guess thats all for today...
I totally love this blog.. It's nice to have a place to blab it all out.. ^^
