Scribbles~
Thursday, April 3, 2008
i feel like crap.. one side told me this story.. the other denied it and then told me another.. who should i trust... or better yet.. i don't trust both of them and just let it pass.. but it's almost near impossible to do that.. this is damn stressful.. i wanted to talk to unnie.. but it seems that she's kinda busy.. and both dongsaengs aren't online.. bit has violin so.. i had to turn to him.. although he didn't give great advice but he did great at cheering me up and making me laugh.. the laughter didn't last long as the stories kept going and going.. i even asked them and partially begged them to stop.. i don't want to give a damn about it anymore.. i was hurt.. once again one side never failed to make me cry.. never failed to hurt me.. why was this happening? i have no idea.. how i wish it would stop.. Father Lord.. please make it stop.. please don't remind me of this bitter memory.. what should i do? what can i do? please show me the way.. please guide me through..
posted by - fish fish/ Steffi ♥ - at 10:46 PM |



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