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Charity Work! ~(^(oo)^)~
Sunday, April 27, 2008
wah.. today so happy leh..! ^^ today we went to the rumah orang tua.. not exactly an old folks home.. more like a welfare.. hehe! but it was so fun.. it feels great being able to help people.. the aunties, uncles, ah po(s) and ah gong(s) were so nice.. hehe.. there was also a clinic and physiotherapy for stroke and rehabilitation centre.. lol.. long name hor.. there we learnt how to help stroke patients exercise their muscles..etc.. it was fun but tiring.. we almost broke our backs! so cham hor.. haha nvm la.. its voluntary work so who's complaining! dui bu dui? kiki.. through out the day.. it felt like we were on a lawatan instead of going to do charity work.. the place was surprisingly big.. we ran up n down and greeted each grandpa and grandma.. they're so friendly! but then abit paiseh also la to talk to someone u dont know.. but seeing all my jie mei men so happy and active i also tried my best.. mian if my best was not good enough jie mei men.. =) we took pictures and videos.. (videos not for show) lol.. for privacy matters.. but i'd be happy to show u some pictures.. ^^ take a look~

this is the very friendly po po who took us tour around the place.. she was so nice! only abit cheong hei.. and we saw a not so nice side of her too.. lol she was quarreling with another po po about something.. hehe.. ren jia de shi qing.. bu yao 8.. ^^

this ne.. is me and shaet wai "fok si" de uncle wong.. heehee.. ^^ he was doing some treatment with the machine so couldn't sit up.. but hao qiao de jiu shi.. he is shaet wai's grandpa's long lost friend.. lol.. i was like OMG.. hahahahaha..


this leh.. im dun reli noe about the details.. but i noe is ah bit and hipo "fok si" geh uncle.. i tink la.. kalau salah dun angry oh.. mian dulu.. kiki..! ^^ see ah cat so kawaii! i want to pinch dia punya mantou la.. sei mou.. lol kiyopta!


LOL.. i look so retarded.. damn funny..! well anyways.. this is outside the temple thingy at the place.. they have a Buddha statue thing inside too.. where Buddhist / monks pray.. =) *respect the place!*

overall it was a very fun trip.. but when we were going home.. we stopped by the pink shop to print the photos that we took (the ones up there^) i abit fat lan za.. coz i din wan to miss the bus.. stupid rapid kL 1 hour 1 bus.. so i fa pi qi le to my jie mei men.. mianhae.. i din mean too.. dui bu qi oh jie mei men.. yuan liang wo ba.. =) coz i very takut naik bus late wan.. coz today got all the pekerja asing naik the bus im naik-ing.. so i banyak takut.. soli again oh.. hope you guys had as much fun as i did! ^^
posted by - fish fish/ Steffi ♥ - at 6:08 PM | 0 comments

In My Heart..
Friday, April 11, 2008
i just read unnie and dongsaeng de blog.. i don't know why.. but i feel so sad.. i even started crying.. as i was reading.. i thought about... *haiz..* as they alrd wrote in their blog.. last wednesday.. wo men talked about wo men xi huan de ren... wo you yi dian nan guo.. ying wei rang catcat feel abit bad.. bu shi wo bu xiang gen ta shuo the truth.. ke shi wo you yi dian pa.. qi shi ah.. hen nan shuo la.. catcat find a time.. wo gen ni shuo ba.. ke shi yao wo gen ni er yi oh.. bitbit le.. wo yi hou hui qu gen ta shuo.. =) wo jue de 1-on-1 de hui bi jiao easy shuo ba.. hao xiang wo gen unnie.. ye shi zhe yang jiu shuo le.. sui ran dao jing tian wo hai bu zhi dao ta "na ge ren" shi shui.. zai reading their blog the moment.. wo gan jue dao ta men de feeling.. wo jue de wo he jie mei men.. ye hen bu chuo ma.. man xiang de.. wo men bi ci dou ke yi xi huan yi ge ren hen jiu.. ke shi wo ye you xiang guo.. wan yi.. you yi tian.. wo men dou xi huan shang tong yi ge ren.. na zhe me ban? wo jue de.. wo ying gai hui xuan zhe fang qi.. sui ran wo zhi dao.. yi ding hui hen nan.. ye hui hen tong ku.. ke shi.. wei le wo men jie mei men de gan qing.. ai qing suan shi she me ah.. ru guo.. wan yi.. wo men zhen de xi huan shang tong yi ge ren.. wo ying gai ye bu hui shuo chu lai ba.. zhe yang jie mei men ying gai hui bi jiao hao guo..

wo xian zai.. listening to zhang li yin de song.. "I will/Xing Yuan" zhen de hen hao ting.. sui ran ta chang de mei she me gan qing.. ke shi wo xi huan zhe yi shou ge de meaning.. de lyrics.. zui xi huan de na yi ju.. "wo zhen de hao xiang jiu zhe yang fei jin ni wen nuan xin fang.. ni shi fou kan dao wo de ai zheng zai wei ni er shan liang.." zhe ying gai ke yi tai biao wo xian zai de xin qing ba.. wo ye man xiang ta de.. wo duo xi wang.. hui you hao de jie guo ah.. but.. zhe zhi shi ge xi wang er yi.. hui become real ma?


posted by - fish fish/ Steffi ♥ - at 11:50 PM | 0 comments

Hurt..
Thursday, April 3, 2008
i feel like crap.. one side told me this story.. the other denied it and then told me another.. who should i trust... or better yet.. i don't trust both of them and just let it pass.. but it's almost near impossible to do that.. this is damn stressful.. i wanted to talk to unnie.. but it seems that she's kinda busy.. and both dongsaengs aren't online.. bit has violin so.. i had to turn to him.. although he didn't give great advice but he did great at cheering me up and making me laugh.. the laughter didn't last long as the stories kept going and going.. i even asked them and partially begged them to stop.. i don't want to give a damn about it anymore.. i was hurt.. once again one side never failed to make me cry.. never failed to hurt me.. why was this happening? i have no idea.. how i wish it would stop.. Father Lord.. please make it stop.. please don't remind me of this bitter memory.. what should i do? what can i do? please show me the way.. please guide me through..
posted by - fish fish/ Steffi ♥ - at 10:46 PM | 0 comments