Just as I was giving you up..
You had to come and send me mixed signals again..
Just as I was trying to forget you..
You showed me what attracted me to you..
I wish sometimes that you would stop toying around with me..
But at the same time, you talk about other girls in front of me..
Asking me.. Have you ever felt a knife stabbing into your heart?
That's what it felt like..
I feel so foolish.. I love you even if with rarely meet nor talk in front of each other..
But in front of the computer screen.. It's like we've been best friends for years..
You have almost everything I want in a guy..
First, I liked you.. Then I loved you..
Everything seems so right then..
But after knowing you liked someone near me..
I made the decision to give you up..
Why..? Why does it hurt so much?
Why is it so hard for me to let go of you?
Why does my heart yearn for you when I know your not going to be mine?
It has been a long and hard way for me to find a guy like you..
And yet you tell me.. That the person you like is another..
I wonder if i would regret my decision of letting you go..
I wonder if you would ever find out..
I wonder what we could have been if we were.. together..
But of course, wondering is useless right now..
Your heart is not with me nor has it ever been..
If only you knew my heart was always with you..
Even though you might not know it..
One last time I want to express how much I like you, No..
How much I love you.. And I certainly hope that its not the last time..
I'll leave it all to fate to decide..
I'll leave it to the hands of the angels..
I'll leave it to the hand of God..
Maybe.. Just maybe..
We were meant to be..
